This morning i woke up, sat on the edge of my bed and started to crack up real bad because i remembered that i sprinkled eraser dust all over bin hua's table the night before.

So i guess its friday night, or rather saturday morning. The time when you are supposed to look on your life and think about how you've fared for yourself. There was a day this week, maybe Wednesday. It was one of those days I questioned myself. So much doubt just comes falling on you when you are looking away at something else. I wished i wasnt such an idiot. We're all just part of some giant grand machine, too big to really understand. But we'll do our jobs till we break down and fall. Sometimes i look in the mirror and i wonder if im supposed to be here for a reason. Its true that you can see yourself in someone else's eyes. The little windows to our soul, they don't lie. The cackle that came straight from the throat as compared to the laugh you hear from inside that warms you up instantly shows who you genuinely impact and that is no doubt one of the best feelings. I still believe in people.

I made some graphics today that while doing so, i had to hold back on my gag reflexes. To quote Justin, "Is that a sting ray?" It is indeed about striking a balance in work that you are going to feel proud of versus kissing the client's ass. Well i am learning so much it makes me scared because there are even more things to know. But learning becomes much more enjoyable when it becomes this journey and as you go along, you strike some kind of amazing bond with your best teachers. Maybe there is no such thing as the best mentor ever but if to you they are, then they are. First pay check came in this week, I'd never forget my time in Hjgher. I also believe that i wont find another like them. Why go into design? Everyday, i find a brand new reason. This is me being happy.



Happy Birthday Faith.
Sorry Sheila. Can i pull my ears?

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