20080511


Kitsune kicked ass. Bloc party is still ringing in my ears. I wish we saved starfishes at 7am though.



We found this on the roof yesterday,



dead.



I would really like to give up one day, stop trying completely to figure out what this means and if there is everlasting. Give up and blindly hold on to faith. Maybe that'd be fine. And fine is better, fine is good. Fine is great. Window by album leaf kills you first then listen to it on loop with the entire album. When Thule comes on, it lifts.

Maybe this is stupid, maybe this is non-existent.

Its hard. Sometimes i only want things because im trying to get somewhere ultimately. A hint, some purpose. Can you actually aim for a destination without knowing where exactly? Would you eventually get there if you want it hard enough? I dont know what im looking for. I sure as hell have no clue what i want. I'm worried about what i may be losing or forgetting everyday.




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