Ever walked down a long winding pavement that was made to separate the green grass of field into two? At 6pm, the birds they converge on these fields and they poke- with their beaks into the soil. We acknowledge birds, know that they exist but i attempted to consider just now the strange possibility of having creatures who are nothing like us and completely unfazed by us passing them by. We live in the same but different world. Maybe i should know better but secretly, i always wished they were digging for earthworms.

Dark knight freaked our dear sheila out. She was pouting about how she felt like an immature kid yet last week she was miserable even though we were having the best sting ray ever, "foreseeing" that she was going to be alone for the rest of her life and how my kids would know her as the aunty who never got married. I said a few times, you cant predict the future. Indeed. Today she's a child whos afraid of the dark side. One who still believes that there are true heroes in the world and life isn't supposed to be this complicated. I believe that you believe in life and that there is still fire burning in you.

I admit i was way over my head last week with the exhibition, photojourn, comda, apel, block party. You'd think that partying for hours would help you unwind. I just wanted to sleep. Sham and qi were good company, we hugged each other out in the cold. I apologize for looking bored and moody. My favourite part of the night was just standing above looking down on the dancefloor at people dancing the night away and i swear, (not on alcohol) that those intertwining lights are destined to catch you if you fall.

I had a dream for sometime to hold skinny little boys by their ankles to shake the sweets out of them. A pity my brother came out fat. Thirteen he is and still stripping in front of his sister.

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