I have been told that i build a wall around myself. Sometimes i seek and hide behind my bricks so that nobody can reach me. I'm safe there, even for a short while. I fear dependence.
Once in a while, we all find ourselves unattractive. I don't know if there is such a thing as everlasting self-worth (i definitely havent experienced that) but i do know that we all fail and need other people or someone kind enough to just remind us of our existence.
I was walking home when i saw a mobile phone lying still on the bench like it was home and the most ordinary sight. I can't find it anywhere in my bag so i really did leave it alone. Someone is going to walk by and take it away. Maybe its not even there anymore.
This man in the wheelchair waits up on random nights at the void deck of the opposite block. We see each other. I don't know who he is or where he lives.
But i know he is waiting.