I've come to a point for once in my life friendship just fails and i dont know how to fix it at all. I never thought i'd live to see this day. I thought a few years ago that i could fail everything in my entire life but this i wouldnt. But i am. Today i confirm the hidden disbelief you always thought but never dare to mention. I, Stephanie Peh am a shitty lousy friend that you never wish you had. I do not treat everybody i love like gold, i do not know how to love and care for my friends. Its funny because i really thought i did when all i have been is really just nothing. I haven't done anything for anyone except myself. So this is what i am.
Nothing at all.