There are things people will say, words that are untrue, makes you want to fight back but sometimes you can't find the right justification even for yourself. You stutter then stumble and finally fail so you allow them to hurt you. You start thinking, what if they were right all along?
I say you give it time.
Its late now. Radiohead makes me sad. I have an urge to watch the most depressing film ever. Do you know what that is?